Guess this 2 weeks will be as sad as ever...

Sian, sian and more sian. Ever since my parents flew to China, I had been alone. On saturday, my parents left the house at 8.45. We dun want them to leave us actually but they had to go. On sunday morning, they told us they reached China and told us to take care of ourselves. These 2 weeks, I had to take care of everything. From taking care of siblings to washing clothes to mopping the floor to watering the plants, I had to do everything. Pressure and more pressure. Thought could have the accompany of Joseph these two weeks but seems like I had to spend the 1st week alone. And mind u, alone means nobody with me. Cos Joseph's maternal grandma passed away and he cant come out. Cant be helped... I understand. On mon, only ZH and me went to work. we finished everything at 9pm and I reached home at 10pm. Seems like without my parents, I had been slow in everything. Today no work and this is my last time of rest. Tomorrow, I will be the only 1 turning up for work and I had made myself clear that I had to leave at 5pm. No rest for the last day. Joseph cant make it on thurs for orientation as he had to attend his grandma's wake. Sian... Alone again. But anyway, most of the pple there will be alone too? Hopefully so. I fnot, I will have no one to talk to. ZH had lots of frens so he will not be lonely. These few days I really dun feel like talking. Messaging or msn is ok but i dun really feel like talking so I am really sry if I nvr reply what u asked or talk to u... Looking forward to the 25th of April, the day my parents returned...